Be Happy - It costs Nothing!!!

"Inner peace is impossible without patience. Spiritual growth implies the mastery of patience, patience allows the unfolding of destiny to proceed at its own unhurried pace." - Dr. Brian Weiss

Everything happens for a reason and the reasons are best described in our KARMAs. The year that passed by brought me closer to an understanding of our existences, the journey of the “SOUL”, to rise above the futility of “Body Consciousness”. All that is happening to me today is the result of my past KARMAs, in this life and the several past lives the SOUL has been to.

Life might be filled with difficult relationships, practically impossible people and obstacles. But trust me; it can be endured with Patience, Love and understanding.

Beginning this year, I had the opportunity to go abroad, study and earn a fat pay packet. But given the situation and the lessons life taught me, I knew Money can't buy happiness, at least not the one I seek.. :)

So if staying in my country, among my people, my family, few truly caring lovely friends and beautiful charming relationships gave me happiness that is what I would do. Here’s a bunch of all those things that make me feel extremely happy and content.

• Cuddle my Father and be caressed by him.
• Talk to my Darling Sister for hours together and giggle and laugh until my stomach hurts.
• Put on my Mother’s Shawl and still feel her fragrance J
• Talk to my nephew and my niece, they sometimes tell things so innocent I get carried away J
• Talking to Old friends, remembering and laughing at all the crazy things done together.
•  Listen to my favorite songs while sipping Hot Masala Tea on a Rainy day.
•  Watch the Sunrise, feeling the fresh air on a morning.
• Fall in Love with that “Zsa-Zsa-Zsu” feeling (yet to experience it truly) ;)
• Feel butterflies in the stomach knowing that something beautiful is about to happen!
• Make new friends.
• Walk along the beach on an evening.
• Be happy knowing that something very good has happened to someone I really care about.

My list is endless and I can go on and on and on. Life is much more than what we perceive it is.

Happiness is right there waiting for us. We only need to open our arms and let it come in.

With Love,

Megha S.

Charming her Way...

                Charming her Way..

Standing in the stony silence of the midnight..
She Gazed at the sky infinite.
Immense pain willingly concealed in her heart..
That if surfaced could tear anything apart.

Her enticing eyes that had charmed many..
Brimmed with tears for now they couldnt hold any.
Her candid Smile and vibrant laughter that rejuvenated all..
buried and sunk deep in her bosom refused to cajole.

Seeking answers to all the confusions in her mind..
If Only someone could lend an ear and care to hear.
The One who would stay forever and promise to be kind..
Not abandoning her to striding emotions and the raging fear.

She would't bear it any longer..
For I know she can't be any more stronger.
She has stood the test of times all by herself..
Undefeated, unparalleled, gracefully with all her might.

She enquires if she should reveal..
The intense emotions that she feels.
Her heart asking each moment if she will confess..
Her Brain charging it will lead to mess.

In that stifle, the logics win again..
She wraps up her emotions, Knots them in a ribbon.
Puts them into a box and places them back to where they belong..
Into her heart that can do nothing but scrape along.

With a smile on her face, and a gleam in her eyes..
She will captivate, rejuvenate, enchant with her ways.
Leave no stone unturned, make you feel special..

Yet she yearns silently that only if she could let know how much she loved, Only if she could tell how much she cared!!! 

 

If only I could tell you "How much I love you"...

They told me you have gone,
They said you will never again be around..

Cry if you want to,
mourn if you feel like,
But remember she wanted you to be strong,
So dont over - do it,
Get up, wipe off the tears and keep this rolling on..

Amazed I was, at what had just happened,
This is not what I had planned..

Didn't I tell you I would be back?
To bring home laurels that you had sought..
All I told you was to wait, not for years or months, but only some days..

Had you once told me, you couldn't wait,
I would have not left, seized every moment that I could,
Sat beside you, held you, caressed you, pampered you and loved you till the last breath...

This sinking feeling shall always stay,
Your eyes were looking for me, but unaware of it I was miles away..

You were finally laid to rest,
I knew not for what God put me to test..

But like an obedient daughter, I did what I had always done..
Completed what you had sent me for..

Came back home after days only to realize,
That our house is now empty and what lies here are nothing but only your memories..

I am struggling hard,
I need you around, to hug me tight and bless me right..

I wish I could only tell you how much I love you Maa....

First Time!!!

There has to be a first time in life for everything.

The first step forward to carve a path in this world,
The first day at school, at college..
The first crush- Oh I can write a whole post on it ;-)
The first Love - which may or may not be as you perceived..
The first day at work, the first salary, the first promotion.....The list goes on and on and on.....

So here this is, My first Blog - where I can do something that I love doing the most - writing.. where my thoughts flow into words and I can pour out my heart.

I have had this flair for writing ever since I was in early school days. Creative writing competitions and the award ceremonies that followed always brought in a sense of accomplishment to me. I was termed as the Shining star. This passion continued until Senior secondary and then into college. But gradually began to wane. The star began to dim and started getting lost into something that was not worthwhile.

But the star is here again, to do what it is known for SHINE..because it loves itself and wants to be happy about its own existence :) :)