I have been in a state of constant confusion for the past few weeks now. Nothing has worked out the way I wanted it to, so much so that whatever I am clinging to with hope seems to evade; people, relationships, possessions.
I have been asked the same question, "What is most important to you in Life?" more than 10 times in the last one month. My answer has always been the same. People don't believe it. I think its their problem. I want to be happy and my happiness lies in the beauty of life. I don't want a lot of money since I am not a very extravagant person. With the ups and downs that life had to offer, I have learnt that if there is a force that can keep you bound and help you release all your troubles, that force is Family. Today, Family is on the top of my priority list. By the Grace of God, I have an independent life, a good job, a wholesome pay packet.Yet, at the end of the day, when I head back, I yearn to be within a home where I have few close people waiting for me to come back and celebrate Life. I am missing that so so much. How I wish, I could keep my father, sisters and everyone close to me and forget all the worries of my life.
Why is the trust factor so low in people? Why do they have to resort to mean ways to find the truth? I can look up straight into people's eyes and tell them the truth? I am blatantly honest, irrespective of what you think about me after that.I have done no Crime. I have no reasons to lie. With all these questions and a series of failures both professionally and personally, I had begun losing hope. I was worried if God is with me or not! Can God or the Master Spirits or the Guardian Spirits, whatever you may call them hear me at all. Do they Know what I want. Am I asking too much? Is being genuine a crime in this manipulative, materialistic world?
This morning, I had a beautiful dream, a dream that sent a lot of positive vibrations my way. An Affirmation from the Gods, "They Are With Me, They are in fact listening to Me." They filled my cup of love that was fast depleting and gave me the courage to Hold On. The dream filled me with Compassion and I felt charged up. I feel like reaching out to friends, family whoever is in need and hug them, let them know. God is there with us always, always, always. The Universe is listening to every vibration that you are transmitting. Those vibrations shall travel to people whom it is meant for. We only need to be positive in our vibrations, if we really want it to. I am now ready to stretch my hands and lend help to anyone. For I know the Cup of Love is always full and can never deplete.
With love,
Megha S.
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